Really bad messy breakup.
Really down.
Could use some love.
Going to be swapping accounts within a few days.

With everything going on lately, it's taking a toll on everything artwise with me.

I'm a bit of a stress pot atm.
My brother, sadly, has had 3 seizures...
Two in the last month.
And there is a risk of his tumor having grown back.
And.. Other things going wrong.

Heh...
As much as I'd love to put this all behind me, everything is ongoing, and I'll be continuing on being a freaking mess.



So.. Yeah.
No posts.
For a long time.
Comments, yes.
Same as I am now.
But no posts.
Not until I settle myself out.
I even got a new camera...
And lots of little odds and ends.
I know I owe a fair few people things.
But it'll have to wait.

I'll get to it when I can. I got a few sketches together.
But never got the time to finish them.
They're at my parents house. ;x
And I've been at my boyfriends place for.. The last few months.

And I have nil when it comes to my drawing stuff.
Even my camera is dead on batteries and seeing as he lives in the bush there aren't too many opportunities for me to get new rechargeable ones.
And with my lack of funds at the moment, not good to waste.




I would love a little bit of help with an issue I'm having.
I want to remove someone from my watch list, but when I check my watch list, his name doesn't seem to be there to remove, yet I still get posts from him.
It's really quite odd.

I'll be going through and deleting A LOT of things.
Notes and Deviations.
Scraps etc.



Much love to Vred if he reads this.

Much love to Fi, always.

Much love to Kittie.

And.. Much love to everyone else. ;x

Update

Sooo...
It's my 18th birthday on monday.
And my party tonight.

I'm actually really excited.
Bad shit always happens on my birthday, and I'm trying to block out the fact I don't know what to do about the shit going on...


It's been like... A year since me and Ben broke up. Lol

I've never been happier.
And I'm hoping he's enjoying his life without me.
From what I hear, he is.

It's Josh and I's 8 month on my actual birthday... And I just feel so lucky to have him..
<3

Everything at the moment just feels so right...
Other than my lack of a job, since my last place screwed me around too much.


Got my hair done again by the beautiful Kittie.


Rawr!

I'm done now.

BTW..
= Yay
I love this girl.

Update

I'm posting because I have a huge need to get things done, though I'm not quite sure what that thing maybe. Hopefully going out tomorrow to take photos of things other than me.
I'm not that great to look at.
Attempting to get a job. Anyone in Melbourne know any places open that I may perhaps have a chance in getting, give me a buzz. I'm interested in anything that pays... And that isn't Supre, I don't want to get fired for strangling one of the customers.
Anyways, anyone has anything they really want me to post, other than a picture of me naked, that's not going to happen, please tell me. I want themes to work with, gives me a better range than just me and trees. I'm trying to work on my skill in everything, drawing, photography, editing, etc. Tell me what you don't like or what should be changed. I'm actually wanting to be less amatureish. If girls out there that live in Melbourne (sorry to be sexist but I'm not comfortable around a lot of males) want photos etc, ask. As I said. I'm wanting to get more... And I know a lot of people have ideas they want to go with but can't find a photographer or a model willing to do it. (I know I get like that)
Only thing I want to say, no nudity... I like to see a naked girl as much as the next girl but I rather stick with clothed people until I'm a little bit more comfortable behind the camera.

Three things:

Hi Gwenny. ilu
Get on msn more.
I miss you. <3

And

This girl
is love.
She's got amazing work and she's talented
And she's hot to boot.
She's got a lot of beautiful artwork on her dA, you should all go check it out.
She's a great person and an amazing friend.

And

Everything is working amazingly between Josh and I.
I'm happy. I hope he's happy.
I'm thankful everyday that I met him.
It seems like a dream.
Not much new to say.



Thats all.

-Krisi

Haha.

Trust me to not update when I say I will.
Been really busy lately.

I've been at my boyfriend, Josh's house for the last... Two weeks?

And, while he sleeps through the fucking heat.
34C at the moment.

And his room isn't the coolest on earth.
I'm planning on trying to get some stuff done, probably when I next grab the camera and some booze, seems to be the only real time I get good photos. xD

Hopefully that will be with my beautiful and lovely Fi.

But hopefully the smoke will go away, too because I love outdoor photos more than anything.

Hopefully later on today a cool change will come through, the bushfires are crazy around here.
Josh living.. Basically where I call "country bumpkin" town... Isn't the best thing for fires.

I'm really loving being here, though.
He's so sweet.

Oh. Wait. Most of you don't know about this.

Well since I was single for... About. Four or five months..
I got myself a boyfriend.

Well, that's not the reason. He asked me out one night for a date, and since then we've never been apart from each other.
I'd see him every second day while I was at school, but since it's over, we basically just migrate from one house to another.
We've been dating 3 months, and it's the happiest three months I've had with any guy.
No guilt trips, he's sweet and lets me do what makes me happy.
Well. Makes me do what makes me happy.
And I know he'd never cheat because he's never away from me long enough. xD

Nah, he's really trust worthy. A bassist, a great one at that.
And you know what they say about bassist.
They do it better.
So true.

I'm so happy I found him.
*cough*onthenet*cough* Yeah... Not another one.. I know I know.

But he's about 20 mins away from me.

A few things has changed, lost a person close to me, and I'll always be sad about that.
I have a chicken now.
And my cousin is in Jail, so I won't see him for Christmas.

And as everyone says "He didn't do it."

Anyways! I best be going, it's warm and I'm going to go pour ice water on me. Either that or jump in Josh's pool.

Love you guys!

Sorry I've been kinda dead.
Trying to get back to life.
But it's not working.




[K+J]


If you're wanting to contact me...

VF: [link]
Myspace: [link]
Email: hat_addict@hotmail.com

I'm not normally online when I'm on msn, so emails might be better, I'm friendly... Sometimes, so don't be scared to write.

P.S.
If you're a WoW player (sad to say I am one now)
I'm on Uldum, my players name is Yucca.
Give me gold, and talk to me if you want to.